placiddream:

Me: Nah, I’m not getting my hopes up.

Narrator: Her hopes, were in fact, up.

difficult:

“I still catch myself feeling sad about things that don’t matter anymore.”

— Kurt Vonnegut (via hplyrikz)

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You know what? I fucking hate you. I hate how I immediately think of you every time I see a car like yours, like if there was only one in the city. I hate the way you left me, wondering what went wrong between us. I hate how you make me feel about myself. But mostly, I hate that I can’t wipe away the feeling of failure.

Yes, I still wonder about you (even thought you don’t about me)
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I love someone I can never have and who would never want me. Who am I kidding? No one wants me. No ones ever wanted me. I’m not the first choice or the second or the third, I’m not even the last, I’m just not even a choice. I can’t blame anyone for not wanting me; I don’t want me. I can’t I don’t I don’t know what to feel or what to do and I don’t know what to say and I don’t know how to do this anymore. I just can’t, I don’t know what to say, it’s on the tip of my tongue but won’t translate to my fingers. All I know is this feeling, it’s working it’s way up my throat, crawling it’s way up from this chest that I can’t breathe from. This brain that hesitates at the thought of food, that puts the spoon down around people, that throws hatred around in whispers that sound like screams, that hates the body that it’s in, that hates itself, it doesn’t understand why it does all of that when there’s no reason to.

c.t.//excerpt from a book I would never write (via iwontwrite)
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El sólo hecho de que nos hayamos conocido, me hace muy feliz, al menos a mí. Y estaré feliz el tiempo que tenga el placer de tu compañía, así sean diez minutos, dos años o treinta años.

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epiphany

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gnarly:

me @ myself: you’re annoying tbh